H told me that he hasn’t logged on to the forum, but he did go to the site today to check it out. He noticed that two people have realized that he hasn’t been around in a week. Another member sent him a text message asking him where he was, since he hadn’t seen him... Continue Reading →
An email he received
The other day when I asked H to remove all the women from his chat programs, he didn’t quite understand the reason behind it. I should have been more specific in telling him that I no longer wanted him to converse with other women. If I would have done so, then maybe he would have... Continue Reading →
I’m still alive!
No, H did not kill me, nor did he get upset like I thought he would; possibly because he knows all this to be true. I can only imagine how difficult it must be for him to go back through all the words we’ve exchanged, leading up to where we are today. Well, all I... Continue Reading →
Out of the mouths of babes
H wasn’t in a very good mood today. After lunch, I was in the kitchen with our daughter making H a coffee. Although I don’t know why, in a jokingly way, I said “I wonder why daddy is being so mean today”. Her reply, which floored me, was, “Because he doesn’t love you”. Keep in mind, this... Continue Reading →
My husband found out about my blog!
He didn’t actually find out about it in the way I had hoped. Deep down inside, I was hoping that he would have been doing research to find information on Infidelity or something related on the subject. In fact, I was so sure he would have found my blog in this way that I wrote... Continue Reading →
I come on too strong
The topic of the forum came up in a conversation. When it did, I jumped right in. “One of these days, I'm going to get the owner in a room and tell him how unfair it was for him to take moderator status away from a woman moderator for just attempting to get involved with another... Continue Reading →
He is doing things intentionally
When H came home from lunch I asked him if he had answered my email from yesterday. He said he had not, but he would be answering it later. That brought up a short conversation about “A”. H was acting as though I were making the purchase of “A” more then what it was. The conversation turned... Continue Reading →
Why didn’t I ever get a sorry for what you have done?
It has been a very long day, probably one of the longest in a very long time. First, with the email I never received a reply on regarding “A”. Then the mutual agreement that I believe H is backing out of signing. I feel so depressed about our situation and feel like we are at a standstill.... Continue Reading →
I think he’s backing out
I brought to H attention that we really need to start looking into obtaining a notary. He didn’t even have to ask why. He already knew. We have had the mutual agreement from our Attorney since March and haven’t yet had it notarized. Once we do, we have to send it back to have it... Continue Reading →
Third time’s a charm
Last night I confronted H because I saw that he had purchased “A” for the third time!! It showed all of his activity on the first page of my facebook, but on his, the third purchase of “A” was not there. I let it go because I thought I was just seeing things. However, when... Continue Reading →
Fever inside the Storm 