This morning I was thinking to myself how nice it would be if we could fast forward time and get a glimpse into the future. I would really love to know where we are headed and if we actually end up making it. When it comes to the unknown future, its more then just my... Continue Reading →
We need to work on the marriage
It has been a year ago this month that the affair ended, at least the physical part. What has been on my mind during this month has been the fact that we are just floating here. We need to move forward and I’m tired of not doing so. I do realize that he must be... Continue Reading →
Five months and ten days later
It has been five months and ten days since I found out about my husband infidelity and it has been one year ago this month since he started the affair. Five months is a long time when you don’t see much changing in your marriage after continuous conversations. Many people who have been dealing with infidelity in... Continue Reading →
A change of environment to work on the marriage
Last night, husband brought up once again that we need a change of environment in order to work on the marriage. He has repeatedly brought this up since I found out about his affair. He has been blaming where we live as a reason why he cannot work on the marriage. He believes that a... Continue Reading →
What I know about the other woman
I have never spoken to the other woman, but I know enough about her to know what kind of person she is. I've seen how she interacts with others on “that forum” as I have read her posts and replies there. I have read emails she has written to H and can read between the... Continue Reading →
The Call
Around 10 PM, me and H were sitting having a quiet conversation. We had a very good evening, just the two of us and I didn’t think that anything could possibly ruin it. As we were talking, his cell phone rings and he answers it. I motioned to him asking who it was, but he... Continue Reading →
Mourning
It started with just a simple text message followed by a few more H received. It wasn’t so much the messages he received from his female friend “B”, or the fact that they came over very late at night, but rather the attention he gave them. Instead of him saying it’s late and he would... Continue Reading →
Ultimatum
H came to me and told me he cannot go on this way. Not being able to talk on the phone with other women and not having his own life and freedom is something he just cannot do without. He then gave me two options regarding our situation: I need to either wake up tomorrow... Continue Reading →
Fever inside the Storm 