Just about everyone on the Internet has heard of Craig’s list. All kinds of items are sold there and people flock to buy. However, we also know that this site is a place that advertises “free sex”. People place ads on there looking for sex and covering it up with needing an escort or someone... Continue Reading →
A suspicious mind
Once a person has been affected by Infidelity, their eyes are now open, their radar goes up and they watch and wait to see what’s coming next. They question events that might occur and wonder if the answers given are genuine or not when told to them by their spouse. As time goes by, they... Continue Reading →
Why?
“Why can’t we just wake up tomorrow and act as though nothing happened?” After I found out about H affair, I heard this phrase from him repeatedly. Now it surfaces again. I guess through the entire process, he has not learned, nor accepted what he had done seeing it for what it is. If he... Continue Reading →
Absolute
Ever since H affair came to light, he would say that he was always absolute in believing he would never stray. Due to the experience of it all, he says he will never be absolute again. Maybe he can no longer be absolute, since he doesn’t know himself anymore. As for those around him, being absolute... Continue Reading →
Spouse to friend vs. Spouse to spouse
“You are tired of my shit”, is what I heard from H this evening. It was not really a question but rather something he had been thinking about and just said out loud. Hell yes, I’m tired! I’m more like extremely exhausted. Exhausted to the point where I will never get the rest I need, in... Continue Reading →
Inner peace
It has been very quiet around here over the last three days. For the first time, since all this began, I feel very calm. It’s not the calm before the storm, because there is no storm in sight. It’s more like an inner peace. It feels like my spirit has left my body and has taken along... Continue Reading →
Soul searching
Now that H is no longer on “that forum”, there is calmness between us. Sure we have our issues but now we no longer have to deal with our issues on top of other problems that “that forum” brought into our marriage. Plus, we no longer have to deal with his misbehaving, flirting with other women,... Continue Reading →
International Law prevents me from leaving
Over the last several months, I have been feeling like H has had me exactly where he wants me. The mutual agreement regarding custody of our daughter was something we both agreed to sign. However, it was put off during the time I was sick. When the matter came up again, H refused to sign... Continue Reading →
Save up all your tears
Since the day after I found out about H infidelity, he has not shed one tear. I say the day after, because the day that I found out about his affair, he cried if only for a few minutes. It was during the time when he thought that he would lose me and our daughter.... Continue Reading →
A legal matter upon leaving
Knowing that it’s over, I contacted our Attorney this morning. She was not in, so I requested to speak to someone else to have a question answered. The Attorney I spoke with is the main Attorney there, whose name represents this particular law firm. I explained that I was ready to walk with my daughter... Continue Reading →
Fever inside the Storm 