Death of me

I should have seen those signs all around me, But I was comfortable inside these wounds; So go ahead and take another piece of me now While we all bow down to you; You tear me down and then you pick me up, You take it all and still it’s not enough, You try to... Continue Reading →

Do what you do

Lips bleed from the rings, All these little bruises, the little things, That provoke the segregation. Lead the separation. Cage and clip the wings. Little noises, the little screams, That stop the operation. Conscious amputation. Just do what you do, What you do, what you did to me. Now I'm stuck in between a rock... Continue Reading →

I made it to the states

Thanks to all who have been concerned regarding my absence on this blog. So much has been going on and I've been quite busy trying to sort everything out. Me and my daughter have managed to make it to the states where we've been over the last two months. At this time I don't know... Continue Reading →

World so cold

When passion's lost and all the trust is gone, Way too far, for way too long Children crying, cast out and neglected, Only in a world so cold, only in a world This cold Hold the hand of your best friend, look into their eyes Then watch them drift away Some might say, we've done... Continue Reading →

Another breach of agreement

This morning while sitting behind my laptop, I started wondering why H has been sleeping more than usual this past week. Before I found out about his affair, he was sleeping quite a bit. Looking back now, I know it was his way of trying to avoid me as much as possible. There have been... Continue Reading →

Too much time on my hands

H mentioned to me that he likes the road we’re on. He likes this road, because it is a road of peace in the home. We only talk about everyday things, which mostly relates to our daughter. There are no longer any heavy conversations or disagreements. It is very quiet here on the home front.... Continue Reading →

A breach of agreement

Just about everyone on the Internet has heard of Craig’s list. All kinds of items are sold there and people flock to buy. However, we also know that this site is a place that advertises “free sex”. People place ads on there looking for sex and covering it up with needing an escort or someone... Continue Reading →

A suspicious mind

Once a person has been affected by Infidelity, their eyes are now open, their radar goes up and they watch and wait to see what’s coming next. They question events that might occur and wonder if the answers given are genuine or not when told to them by their spouse. As time goes by, they... Continue Reading →

No more Mr. Nice guy

I am feeling much better today than I did last night. Last night, for no apparent reason, I began feeling dizzy when I got out of bed. The room was spinning out of control and I had no idea what came over me. I thought it would be a good idea to walk around a... Continue Reading →

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