I am still so upset. I just couldn’t write this even over the weekend. I knew that if I would have, I would have used so much profanity and that wouldn’t have been a pretty site. Use as intended??!!!! How can I use as intended when it isn’t even the correct document needed in order... Continue Reading →
Mom…
I just wanted to tell you that it has been four years since you’ve been gone. This year in particular has been spent in thoughts of you. It is said that it is easier as time goes by and that the pain slowly fades but whoever said that has no idea what they are talking... Continue Reading →
The Hague Convention hold up
He hasn't been keeping me updated regarding the status of the paperwork, but he has been texting our daughter and updating her. Yesterday she showed me a text from him that was sent a couple of days ago. It stated there was a Hague hold up. She not knowing what that meant and not thinking it was... Continue Reading →
A week extension…really??
What is another week going to do? Is it really going to help them come to an agreement? I doubt it. I bet they got the approval for their one week extension all because they didn't want to spend the entire weekend working. I wish the Government would just stop messing with my plans. Why can't they just get their shit... Continue Reading →
Furlough Friday
I hope there's a Government shut down on Friday, I really need some time off. Some time to sit and think about my next big move. Some time to sort out my thoughts that have been weighing heavily on my mind. Some time to just breathe while relaxing. Hell, even some time to just get... Continue Reading →
If I lay here
Yesterday I took the day off work. It was a planned day off for a "me" day. Needless to say, it did not turn out as planned. I had been suffering from bad allergies over the last several days and when I woke up, it had went into my chest. I had terrible chest congestion and... Continue Reading →
Going a different route
As stubborn as he is, it’s no wonder why he wanted to take another route. Let’s do things the hard way instead of getting things done much easier and in as little time as possible. Let’s just let time roll on by in hopes that airline ticket prices go sky high, so much in fact,... Continue Reading →
She still believes in the Easter Bunny
I asked her if she wanted to color eggs this year and her response was "I don't know what is wrong with me, I want to do it but I just don't feel like it. At least I know the Easter Bunny will be bringing me something." Every year I play the Easter Bunny. I always... Continue Reading →
He believes she knows why we left
I spoke with him briefly about the passport situation and reminded him that the authorization needed to be signed by him, notarized, and then sent to me. I told him he is holding up the process of purchasing her airline ticket and every day that goes by, the ticket prices go up. He said he... Continue Reading →
The echo in my head
I keep thinking about the conversation we had yesterday. The way he was acting and the tone of his voice brought back in memory a conversation we had about DD years ago. From the moment the conversation ended, I kept hearing the echo of the words he told me. "You can have her until she is... Continue Reading →
Fever inside the Storm 