Category Archives: Infidelity

Time Lost

I wonder what it is like to have a child and even though there is distance, to not even try to keep communication going. I often think to myself that when my daughter leaves and start her own life, I … Continue reading

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If you only knew…

If you only knew the turmoil our daughter was in for not understanding why our relationship ended and all the questions left unanswered, then maybe you would know how difficult it has been for me over the years. She has … Continue reading

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A secret revealed to my teenage daughter

OK its not really a secret. Why would I tell my 13 year old daughter that I was married before I married her father. I don’t know why I told her. It just came out . We were in a … Continue reading

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Looks whose been looking me up on line

I had an on-line-friend overseas look me up  after several years by sending me a friend request from Linkedin (a business website).  I hadn’t been there in years, so I went ahead and logged in after requesting my password. When I did, I noticed … Continue reading

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A woman knows

To all the woman who decided to stay even tho I didn’t…… What I wrote July 2008 https://shotthrutheheart.wordpress.com/2008/07/30/why-we-stay/ —————- Next: A wanna-be-father after six years?? Really??

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One year ago today…

I left wounded and hurt….totally messed up as a human being. Today, I am healed and trying to get my life back on track. It has been a long road over the last year. I found it very difficult to … Continue reading

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Do what you do

Lips bleed from the rings, All these little bruises, the little things, That provoke the segregation. Lead the separation. Cage and clip the wings. Little noises, the little screams, That stop the operation. Conscious amputation. Just do what you do, … Continue reading

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